Tuesday, July 31, 2007 | Tuesday, July 31, 2007

anna doing pilates
goofy anna

Korkor christine anna, i hope you all come move in soon! The house has been too empty and quiet for too long. ):

Saturday, July 28, 2007 | Saturday, July 28, 2007

Where there was once solid matter, there is now mere air.

Where there was once something to hold and grasp, even tear, there is now mere air.

What have you done, you gasp in horror. What have I done, i gasp back in horror.

Pause.

Rewind.

A new phase of - i dunno what. Just a new phase of _. Away from sleepless nights, away from the past, away from the whatifs - IF it can be so.

Thursday, July 26, 2007 | Thursday, July 26, 2007

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
Still I can't say what's going on

Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer to me
So close that I can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

Cannonball, damien rice.

This works like a chant in my mind. Argh stop. Not. Healthy.

All the hurtsangeruncertaintiesfrustrationsdenialwhiteliesuglysidespaindoubtworries.

Will You take them?

Will You still love me?

Tuesday, July 24, 2007 | Tuesday, July 24, 2007

After two sleepless nights and sleepy afternoons....i finished it!

I'm a snape fan now. He's the greatest lover ever. ;)

Anna agrees!

HAHA okay no more spoilers!

Thursday, July 19, 2007 | Thursday, July 19, 2007

Going about with rage the past few days (and since when do i ever rage), I heard a small voice in my head while walking back to my room tonight, "you love your enemies as I love you. Didn't the people of jerusalem do much worse things, call me much worse names than what he did to you? You love your enemies."

Tuesday, July 17, 2007 | Tuesday, July 17, 2007

'I don't know about my future, but i know He holds my hand'.

Everytime i sin, i inflict yet another wound on Jesus' back.
Everytime i sin, i hear God crying.
It makes me so ashamed
to be the prodigal son run away again.

I've come crawling back with the stench of my old life still in my clothes.

And i've held out as long as i can
Now i'm letting go and holding out my hand.
Daddy, here i am again, will You take me back tonight
I drag Your name back through the mud
That You first found me in
Not worthy to be called Your daughter.

When God's hand of grace extends to us - the unearned and undeserved hand of grace - all we have left to do is worship. Not as debtors who could ever begin to repay our Father, but as children who merely respond to Him with our lives.

- casting crowns

Saturday, July 14, 2007 | Saturday, July 14, 2007

This is where i want to be thirty years down the road.

Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman (and man) who fears the Lord is to be praised. Proverbs 31:30

Thursday, July 12, 2007 | Thursday, July 12, 2007

Titled aptly, thishasgottahurtlikereallyhurt.

Sis to colleague P: Eh, this is my sister eunice!
Me: Hello!
P: Hello! ...er who's older? (genuinely, earnestly, painfully)

-.-

For your information, my sis is 10 years older and currently 6 months pregnant.

First say i look older in my holiday pictures. Ghastly, was what another helpfully emailed to tell me. And now...

Another jab like this, and, pointy things will fly.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007 | Wednesday, July 11, 2007

The athlete has to do some ____ before starting on his triathlon.

Cheche, how to read this word?!
ath-lete *thickly cos of lumpy cheek*
Hah? f it?
No no! ath-lete!
f it?
Grr *grimace cos of pain acting up* NO, ath-lete!!
Ohh..

Sigh the sad life of a tutor with merciless kids.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007 | Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Maybe God is trying to teach me a little lesson on vanity. My mouth looks somewhat lopsided now cos of the semi huge lump grossly embedded in my left cheek. My grandma's maid's eyes widened when she saw my face earlier.

Nevertheless. I will not avoid going out. I will be a good girl and continue setting out for what i'm supposed to do.

And i will not let anyone get me down.

** We got three thousand dollars from insurance for the delayed luggages!!! That's one huge discount from our total costs for the trip. (:

** oh i forgot, the lump's there not cos i have any flesh-eating disease but because i pulled out a wisdom tooth that was threatening to destroy my artificially straight teeth.

*** Make that a ginormous lump. Jawline temporarily distorted.

Thursday, July 05, 2007 | Thursday, July 05, 2007

London and ireland pictures up! (:

http://share.shutterfly.com/action/welcome?sid=8Cat2rJwxbMQi

Tuesday, July 03, 2007 | Tuesday, July 03, 2007

my 21st birthday cake...2 months late! yummy chocolate fudge (: it's so good that anna decided to save some for tea break dinner and supper...
'uh, uh, uhhh' (bang fork bang bowl look pleadingly) translated to 'please sir may i have some more?'

So to end off, anna says 'har-roooo!' (hello), 'ass-me' (excuse me) and byebye!